"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference" - Robert Frost

February 27, 2011

love it!♥

yeah, I love it from the very beginning of my life. Dunno what you guys think about it, I don't really care. Well, I love music. Bet everybody loves it, though .-.

When I was a kid, I was listening to my parents' favorites, one of them was Mariah Carey. She's great, before she changed her genre into rnb. Then, The Corrs. Mom and I loved it when the radio tuned their songs. Kahitna, Roxette, Westlife, Whitney Houston and Disney's songs were our favorites, too.

I got bigger, the genres changed, but the style still the same. I was really in love with the BIG compilation CD series. They have good-easy-listening songs, and...yeah, memories ._.

Well, posting this makes me repeating those memories in my mind.

I'll give you my recommendation later ;)

is it?

maybe... If only I could disappear for a while, maybe 2 or 3 years. Or more. Things will get much better, eh?

Well, mom's decision seems to be the best choice I would ever think. Even if it doesn't comfort me at all.

Hurts, yet I need it.

February 24, 2011

Keep Your Mind Wide Open-Anna-Sophia Robb

Have you ever seen the sky
So beautiful, colorful, wide and
wonderful?
Have you ever felt the sun shine
So brilliantly, raining down, over
you and me?
Have you ever wanted more?
Wanted more
You've got to keep your mind
wide open
All the possibilities
You've got to live with your eyes
open
Believe in what you see
Think of all the days you've
wasted
Worrying, wondering,
hopelessly hoping
Think of all the time ahead
Don't hesitate, contemplate, no
it's not too late
Have you ever wanted more?
Don't you know there's so much
more

You've got to keep your mind
wide open
All the possibilities
You've got to live with your eyes
open
Believe in what you see
Tomorrow's horizons
Full of surprises
Don't let them take your dreams
away
You've got to keep your mind
wide open
All the possibilities
You've got to live with your eyes
open
Believe in what you see
You've got to keep your mind
wide open
All the possibilities
You've got to live with your eyes
open
Believe in what you see
You've got to keep your mind
wide open
Believe in what you see
You've got to live with your eyes
open
Believe in what you see

February 22, 2011

mian

maaf banget akhir akhir ini postingan sering random gajelas. penulis lagi labil banget maaf yaaaaaaa.
ntar kalo udah bikin tulisan yang bagus aku post insyaAllah :)

hem

"buildings with a hundred floors
swinging round revolving doors
maybe I dunno where they'll take me, but
gotta keep moving on, moving on
fly away, breakaway.."

February 20, 2011

I'll Stand By You-Pretenders

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side
too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothin' you confess, could make
me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by
you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the
crossroads
And don't know which path to
choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by
you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest
hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when, when the night falls
on you, baby
You're feelin' all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by
you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest
hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by
you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Yeah
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
No, no, no, no, no
Take me in, into your darkest
hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you

February 12, 2011

what the hell-avril lavigne

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
All cuz I was making out with your friend (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I can't stop cuz I'm having too much fun (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

What? What? What the hell

So what? If I go out on a million dates? (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play (e-yea)

You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me (?)
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy (crazy! )

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

La la la la la la la
Whoa whoa whoa
La la la la la la la
Whoa whoa whoa
You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell (what the hell! )
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about (I don't care about! )
All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about (If you love me)
If you love me (you know)
If you hate me (you know)
You can't save me
Baby, baby (If you love me)
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

La la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la

February 11, 2011

besides psychology...what else?

though I'm still on 11th bgrade, dunno why aku udah kepikiran kuliah -..- maybe it's bcs pengaruh atmosfer kakak kelas ya, yang mulai rada gimance gitu. and maybe it's bcs of my college's friends, they make me feel envy with their lifestyle, although they always say "kuliah itu berat dek. gaada yang namany  seneng seneng kecuali pas waktu luang aja. keliatannya aja sante, padahal, mboooook"
well amma bit frightened ya denger penjelasannya kakak kelas yg kaya gitu -_-
tapi sumpah aku excited deh gatau kenapa :3

ya, aku pingin masuk psikologi. suka aja gitu neliti kondisi psikologis orang *neliti jare* I do love to care people, since it's only them whou would care me back :)
tapi belakangan ini kok aku mulai goyah gitu ya. gatau kenapa. selain karena takut sainganku tambah banyak, trus aku ngerasa ada beberapa pilihan lain yg aku pingin.
yaa walopun masi ragu sih. aku pingin sosiologi. kata mama jurusan itu cocok buat orang yang suka ngamatin orang lain *ngerasa banget* tapi kayanya tetep ga diijinin deh -____- ah gatau ah tapi yg jelas dia tetep masuk ke da;lam pilihanku

truuuuuuuuuuus, aku pingin masuk sekolah musik ._____. heck I know it's impossible since there's still no good music school in Indonesia so if I go there, the only chance for me is go abroad, which is still amazingly impossible DDD:
I do love singing. emang si aku emang masi ga pede (masi BANGET malah) buat nyanyi di depan umum, tapi ga malu2in laah kalo dibawa karaokean :))
pingin serius juga sih but I still don't have the right time hiks. and cost. ffffffhhhh how much will it cost, eh? .____. yang jelas ga sedikit


yaudah deh daripada galau mikirin masalah kuliah kuliahan yang harusnya masi aku pikirin kira2..err... ga sampe setaun lagi mendingan tidur aja hoahhm

see ya next post, maybe later or tomorrow ._. babaaay

from Ika Risdianti

bestfriend is the one....
who understands when we say, "hehe, I forgot"
waits when we say scream, "waait for mee!"
cries together when we complain, "hey, we broke up"
has no revenge when we yelled, "you're so talkative"
always helps us when we ask "help me please"
and still would smile though we've said "I'm sick of you"




The rain maybe falling hard outside. But your smile makes it all alright. I'm so glad that you're my friend. I know our friendship will never end.

*sorry for the bad translation*

hmmm :-?

well, I've been waiting for this day when I can finally update this blog but unfortunately I forgot what I wanted to write _-_
voice inside my head keeps saying "just write it down, Nadia". the point is, what should I say? -_-

it happened since, err, about 3 days ago. dunno why, after had a fight with my mom about *censored* and *censored*, finally I realize something.
I really should stop saying 'yes' to everyone. it's not good. like, really. selama ini aku  selalu bilang 'iya' ke orang, cuma gara2 aku takut mereka gamau temenan sama aku. isn't that weird? well, mungkin aku masi trauma sama kejadian yang dulu, duluuuuu banget.
tapi jujur, rasanya emang enak banget bisa ngeliat orang lain seneng *halah* rasanya itu kaya one big burden lifted from my back gitu :)

tapi setelah dipikir pikir, iya juga sih, rasanya aku terlalu digampangin sama orang ya.
padahal aku ga pengin kaya gitu lhooo -.-

so this is one of my resolutions this year.
wish me luck ;)


this post is helped by Hestia and Nathan, thanks :p ;)

February 6, 2011

introducing me

it's been err.. an hour since I made this blog, but I've already posted 3 posts ._.
well okay let's get into the point

my name is Prima Nadia Sarah Zainuddin, but my friends usually called Nadia. I live in Surabaya, the capital city of East Java, Indonesia. I'm a student at one of state schools in Surabaya. I love to read, I love to sing, I love to hang out with my girls, and I just found out that I love to write to.

so, this is it. this blog will be used to accomodate my thoughts, my feelings (positive feelings only, of course) and my...diary ._.

just remind me when everything doesn't run well in this blog, will you? :)

I'm an Indonesian

the title up there is clear enough to give you hints what I'm about to say. well, yeah, not to be over headed, but maybe other bloggers would find my blog written in English *who would read my blog anyway .-.*
just so they know that I'm an Indonesian, though my posts here will be written in English, due to increase my English level :p which by the way still bad ._.

don't worry, I will post couples of my writings in Indonesian kok ;)

:)

Surrounded by this kind of people, whom I love, and of course love me back, how could I be that ungrateful?
Always mad at God, family, friends and whoever who I thought, had just ruined my day. Or worse, my life. But it actually came out inside of me, it's not their fault. It's my own fault for being like that.

I'm grateful to have such friends like you, guys. You always support me in everything I do,and forbid me for things I shouldn't do. I always have your shoulders to cry on, and yes I have you guys, to be my someone-to-lean-on. You always there everytime, everywhere, every situation. You all understand me, hopefully I could understand you as much as you do to me.

And, hey, just so you know, you can always ask me for the same, or even more, guys :)

brand new blog. HELP!!!

hello there :)
this is my first time using my blog. I really dunno what to do here, uurgh ._.
maybe I should ask my friends how to use this properly. hehe
so, catch you later ;)